Wednesday, May 30, 2007
生气，是拿别人的错误惩罚自己。This was what Mr Mao, my JVS Chinese teacher taught me (: Randoms anyway. Haha.
Ahh! I have Economics CA this Friday!! I must try my best! After holidays is MST week, meaning exam week. And more projects coming up ): I don't like MS Excel! I love this blogskin. I kept looking at it, that's why I typed a second post today. LOL!
:D PRB gathering on Friday after Econs paper!
I keep telling myself not to think the worst ):
Is everything going to be okay? I do sure hope so.
9:02 PM endurance, risk and love
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I'm truly sorry for what I've done all this while. I've not been praying, not even before night and talking and believing in God, not reading those things that will comfort and help me believe in God even more and have the faith that he will guide me through all these, and what today seems like seems what I deserved. Sighs. I hope that I can truly be a good follower of God. Ever since I stopped going to church it doesn't feel the same anymore. But I wish to go back and listen to the talks, just that I'm scared to go back ): In the past when I prayed and learned more about how God does things for us, I would always have a new strength surging through telling me that I can do it, no matter in what aspect. I was much better then. So I really hope that I can not be lazy and try to pray and read everyday. And, my schoolwork. I don't know what I like to drag about, and everytime when I cannot understand my work whereas others can, I feel stupid. I really have to pull up my socks! So, I must read and do my school work, read the bible everyday, and help out at home. I want all things at home to be better. Sighs. I seriously do not have the heart to forgive him. He is way too much. I know I can't think that way, but after so many years, I think that there's no other choice but for me to ignore his existence. I dislike him. A lot ): I've tried not to, but he's too....sigh. Anyway, I will try hard to improve myself, whether in school, work, family or friends. Of course, my need to know more about God! (:
Tide me over.
And, mum, be strong ):
5:04 PM endurance, risk and love
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
I just did my CD forum topic the second time round, because it disappeared when I clicked something, but I don't know which button -.- So wasted, cos I forgot what I had already typed ): My inspiration was gone. Haha. Anyway it's done, so forget it. It's not the first time anyway. I redid my PACC too last time cos it was saved to some temporary folder and I couldn't locate it. And and, I did my Stats assessment tonnes of times before I got a 100 -.- I failed and failed at the start you know! Whoa, it's 5 am..I haven packed for my cruise tmr! Ahh! And my eLearning is not even finished yet can? I still have Econs tutorial, softchalk, ITB and Stats ): There's even more hmwk during this week than normal. Lol. I'm going to cruise tmr! So I'll eat and play and worry about everything when I get back Bye!! (: Take care everyone!
5:01 AM endurance, risk and love
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Suddenly I feel like blogging now when I'm got HOMEWORK to do ):
Anyway, I'm soooo tired out by school!! Every week passes with lectures, tutorials and homework -.- I have so much of them to do! And I've not been keeping up with economics ): I must really go read my work, but I always feel like sleeping! AHH! Yesterday, I switched on my labtop, lied on my bed, and i fell asleep -.- With my light, modem and labtop switched on the whole night! That's so lame! Haha. I work once a week now, and I look forward to its sometimes, because it takes me away from school life (: So it's a totally new and awesome feeling as compared to when i worked everyday during the holidays. But my mum wants me to quit; and she threatened to go down and speak to my manager if I don't settle it myself. What am I going to do? Alright, back to school..I think I've been really silent, cos I don't know what to talk about! And there's nobody to accompany me to cca after Serping's gone. I must be braver. Haha. I'm looking forward to the PRB gathering next Friday (: Everybody's getting sick nowadays ): That's not good! To Jialu, Linda, Xinyi, Shirley and June: take good care of yourself and rest more! Drink lots of water..to Iris, Alicia and Laysing who've just gotten well: Same thing as above + don't get sick again! To everybody: Take care!
9:07 PM endurance, risk and love
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
AHH! I'm so so tired! Haha..so i don't want to blog much. So I'm writing here to make this blog look a little more updated. Lol.
11:04 PM endurance, risk and love
